Mellodrama Makes Me Pretty

Oops!  I sorta overreacted.  I'm going to find a home with my friend after all.  I held a mirror to myself and found that I've seen this part of me before.  I sometimes don't want to make the effort or to fight for things, so instead, I run the other way.  Alone... well... I can't do everything alone.  I don't really like feeling so alone.  What was that my friend just told me about?  Yes... "multiple solitude".  The idea that we are alone-together.  I keep thinking that embracing that is easier, but it hurts too much.  I'm surprised more people aren't aware of the hurt it causes.  I NEED other people... but I still need my "singular solitude".